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[Feb. 18th, 2006|12:48 pm] |
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| | 'Glass House' - Ani DiFranco | ] |
Got my hair cut yesterday...SHORT. Wow I don't recognise myself anymore lol. Trying to get through the Complete Works of Shakespeare at the moment hehe. Anyway going out now...need to get drunk lol, although I'm more in the mood for clubbing and other modes of enjoyment lol.. |
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| OHMYGOD |
[Jan. 25th, 2006|05:09 pm] |
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| | 'Infra-Red' - Placebo | ] |
I saw Placebo live :D:D:D I went to their music video shoot so it was free and it was one of the most amazing nights of my life lol! And I touched Brian Molko's shoe and leg and body !!! heehee
And best of all, he signed my hand!! I'm never washing it again... |
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| Fulfill the prophesy! |
[Jan. 6th, 2006|10:06 pm] |
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| |  bouncy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | 'Soon' - from Thumbelina | ] |
Happy new year very late everybody who might ever happen to read this...even though I know it's like a week late...
New years resolutions:
a) Get all A's in exams (I BETTER lol..though it seems so bloody doubtful..)
b) Go to interesting places and go to fun clubs, plus have a great 18th birthday :)
c) Be healthy and EXERCISE
And yeah that's it for now..don't wanna put tooo much pressure on myself hehe.
XxXxX |
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| BE PREPARED |
[Nov. 26th, 2005|12:43 pm] |
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| | jubilant | ] |
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| | 'Be Prepared' - from The Lion King | ] |
Robin Hood and Little John walking through the forest, laughin' back and forth 'bout what the other has to say.. |
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| I'm the joker, I'm the smoker |
[Oct. 10th, 2005|05:16 pm] |
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| |  busy | ] |
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| | 'Delerium - The Silence' - Paul Oakenfold | ] |
Sexually implicit and erotically charged.
Heehee I like those phrases. Words are great.
I wanna dannceee :D:D:D |
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| Out swimming in the flood |
[Sep. 7th, 2005|05:25 pm] |
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| | cheerful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | 'Transylvania' - Malice Mizer | ] |
I have started school..two days now and it doesn't seem all as scary and terrible as I'd dreaded it would be hehe :-P Actually it's not bad at all, I think I'm probably going like it. :-) Apart from perhaps the studying part..hehe I think I reeeally chose the most difficult subjects. Luckily lessons don't start till next week yay. |
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| It's going to be one of those posts.. |
[Aug. 24th, 2005|09:24 pm] |
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| |  stressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | 'Dark Chii Theme' - from Chobits | ] |
Ahhhh I'm so freaking out, I have to decide which college to go to tonight and I still haven't chosen AARGHH!! How am I ever supposed to choose??? I can't know what either are gonna be like. One is a college, one is a sixth form. The college seemed a bit .. well, similar to Southgate (ahh) but then again the sixth form..well, it's a school. It's not like, uniform or anything. But still. School. Plus everyone will know each other already and stuff. I can't believe I haven't decided yet! Oh deear.
On a similar note, I got my AS results, which were..well, wide-ranging lol. I got an A for English and was very happy cause I got top marks for one essay. Then I got a B for Drama which I hadn't expected and was better than I'd hoped. And I got a pretty crappy C for Art. Even though I spent every Wednesday from 9 till 7 working on my coursework and every other day I stayed behind for hours, and did shitloads at home - the amount of work I put in compared to some people in my class ... and I got a really low C. I suppose I was pissed off and also..well, it's like..art is..my 'thing'. Well no, it's one of them, but it's something I've ALWAYS loved and dedicated myself to. Though, I guess I know what went wrong. I suppose in the end, I just didn't enjoy it cause they wouldn't let me do the kind of drawings I wanted. It's always 'Ohh nooo, you can't do that! THAT'S not art' and that kind of thing. Ah well, now I can just draw for pleasure cause I WANT to and draw when and what I like. That is, manga, generally. And fairies and elves and that kind of thing.. And my little picture stories. See, I miss having fun from art. I never really enjoyed it this last year. So, it's good that I'm not studying it anymore. :)
Hmm. I haven't really been DOING anything interesting lately. Besides studying and stuff. God I'm boring lol. I've been reading a lot of comics. Oh I have been exercising a lot though. That's good. I've decided I must keep fit. I never have before. I am so out of shape it's unbelievable. But now I'm determined to actually be healthy...a long lost concept hehe. I should probably turn Vegan again. I miss being Vegan. All the healthy food. Nice food. Really nice. Despite what people may initially think. If you get used to it, it's far better than a Bic Mac :-P But I know obviously I can still eat Vegan food now that I am an ''Omnivore'', but the thing is..I don't. I just don't get to. Cause I don't HAVE to. Anyway. Yeah. Food. An interesting concept lol. Mmm. Food. Actually, I'm not hungry at the moment. As a matter of fact I've given up eating when I'm not hungry. I used to do that a lot..
Wow, My Dying Bride is coming to London November 18!!!! I HAVE to see them. I love them intensley lol. No-one else really does. I wish they did. I wish people liked a lot of music I like, but music is something I rarely have a lot in common with people .. apart from a few mainstreamy obvious bands that most people like..I mean, so few people actually listen to or have heard of Tryo, La Ruda Salska, Dub Inc, Steeleye Span, Therion.. Ah well, never mind. I can be all *cool* and *unique*. Hahaha. Oh that could bring me onto the topic of idiotic 'alternative people' and their unbelievably irritating attitude.."FUCK THE MAINSTREAM". Oh dear God. I won't get into it. I'll rant forever. And ever. And I've gone on and on and on and on looong enough hehe. I am going to end here. Wow I haven't written a post this long in ages.
Ta ta.
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| I was REALLY bored..wow I'm sad |
[Aug. 21st, 2005|11:50 am] |
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| | 'Breathe' - Prodigy | ] |
.:Venus:.
"You thrive on balance in all aspects of your
life. You have a great deal of passion and when
it comes to love, you like to play games. You
have a tendency to search for something better,
a search which always seems to come up short.
You have difficulty finding satisfaction in
life, but you have a great ability to get along
with almost anyone."
. : : Which Astrological Planet are You? : : . [10 Gorgeous Pics!]
brought to you by Quizilla
How evil are you?
You are 60% Leo
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| You Are 40% Weird | 
Normal enough to know that you're weird...
But too damn weird to do anything about it! |
| Your Kissing Purity Score: 26% Pure | 
You're not one to kiss and tell...
But word is, you kiss pretty well. |
| Your Daddy Is Arnold Schwarzenegger |
What You Call Him: Daddy-o
Why You Love Him: He's the Mack Daddy |
You are pure, moral, and adaptable.
You tend to blend into your surroundings.
Shy on the outside, you're outspoken to your friends.
You believe that you live a virtuous life...
And you tend to judge others with a harsh eye.
As a result, people tend to crave your approval. |
| Your Hidden Talent |  Your natural talent is interpersonal relations and dealing with people.
You communicate well and are able to bring disparate groups together.
Your calming presence helps everything go more smoothly.
People crave your praise and complements. |
| Your Mood Ring is Purple | 
Sensual
Clear mind
Purpose is known |
Your Penis Name is: The Bald Avenger
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You Are "Wow"! |
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| PIKACHU!!!!!!!!!!!! |
[Aug. 21st, 2005|11:46 am] |
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| | 'Together Forever' - from Pokemon soundtrack :) | ] |
~*~Result nr 1~*~
Your power is: Clairvoyance
Explanation: Your power is that you can
look into the future and see what is coming.
How far and long you can look is all depending
on your skill level. This can, as all powers,
be used in both evil and good. Even if it may
seem like a boring ability it is a huge
responsibility for the carrier, becase they are
constantly tempted with doing the wrongs deeds
(e.g. cheat on a test). It takes high morals to
not be brought down with it.
Therefor you fit with this power quite well.
You take responsibility and do what is the
right thing to do. This does not make you a
saint, since you're only human after all. But
it makes a trustworthy person and you are loyal
to camrades and/or team mates. In school you
were probably a good student. If you were
social varies from person to person, but most
clairvoyant people tend to prefer their own
company or that of close friends and family.
That is because you are wise and knows how to
treasure the reliable in your life, since you
know popularity can be a false element. You are
also not that big on taking risks and prefer
what is already explored. That is because you
don't like suprises, they can turn out bad and
then you won't be in control.
Negative aspects: Since you're always
doing the right thing and being trustworthy all
the time you can become frustrated. Also, all
that you carry on your shoulders may stress you
out. You need to relax to be in good mental
shape.
What Power is Compatible With You? [beautiful anime pictures + 12 detailed results]
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[Aug. 18th, 2005|08:52 pm] |
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| | jubilant | ] |
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| | 'Farscape' theme song | ] |
--Goth--
Do you wear black eyeliner?: Occasionally
How much black clothing do you own?: I dunno, quite a lot
Do you think about death often?: Erm..I avoid the thought
Do you want to die?: Not at the moment
Are you a social outcast: Depends what social group
Are you pale?: Eerm..I don't actually know
Do you like Hot Topic?: What??
-Skater Punk--
Can you skateboard?: No way
How often do you wear Vans?: Never
What's your sneaker brand?: DC
Do you listen to the bands who are considered posers: Erm more than likely
--Prep--
How often do you say the word "like"?: Too often
Do you shop at Abercrombie and Fitch?: No
Are the A&F models hot?: Most models aren't
how many purses / wallets do you own?: One
is lipgloss a must?: No
How often do you wear makeup?: Occasionally
Ever had a manicure?: No
Rock music is bad, right?: Only some of it
Are you ever ditzy?: I suppose
Do you own high heels?: Yes
--Hippie--
Is your hair long?: Yes and always has and always will be
Are you a vegetarian? I don't know..sometimes..I used to be Vegan though
Do you own a tye dye shirt?: Yes and I am wearing it now
Do you want peace?: Yes but I don't believe it's possible
Do you want to save the animals?: Definitely
What do you think about war?: It's terrible but often necessary, unfortunately
Have you ever made a peace sign with your two fingers?: Yeah
--Gangsta--
Are you from the ghetto?: As a matter of fact I am, born in Hackney and that's ghe'o enough for me
Do you own "bling bling"?: Ermm.
What do you think about do-rags?: What
How about hip-hop?: It's great
Was Tupac truly the greatest rapper in the world?: No
What do you think about afros?: They suit some people
Have you ever said 'fo shizzle'?: Yes
Is life a party?: Only at weekends
Do you care about your grades? A great deal
Do u need attitude adjustment?: Well, I'm a bit of a pessimist
--Emo--
How often do you cry? Now and again, once or twice a month maybe - not as much as I used to
Do you have an acoustic guitar?: Well, my dad has two, and I use them
Are you emotional?: Yes
Do you like soft music?: Yes
Do people understand you?: NO, NOBODY UNDERSTANDS ME. *runs out of room in American cheesey movie troubled teen style*
Do you write your own songs?: I used to, now just poetry..of sorts
Is your hair dyed dark?: It used to be, now it's just kind of gone lighter
--Jock--
Do you play any sports?: No, well, very rarely
How important are they to you?: Not at all
How important is your reputation?: Umm. What reputation?
Do you pick on the geeky kids? No..usually I am the geeky kid =S
Are you considered a bully by anyone?: Yes
--Geek-
Do you wear glasses?: No
Are you smart?: Depends in what way you mean
Do you use an inhaler?: No but I think I need one
Do you stick pens and calculators into your shirt pockets? I don't have shirt pockets..
How often are you on the computer?: Once or twice a day
Do you get picked on?: Not currently |
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| Jah |
[Aug. 14th, 2005|09:15 pm] |
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| | accomplished | ] |
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| | 'Smoke Two Joints' - Bob Marley | ] |
Athos.
Porthos.
Aramis.
D'Artagnon. |
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| Don't worry about a thing, cause every little thing's gonna be alright |
[Aug. 14th, 2005|09:10 pm] |
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| | bouncy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | 'Jammin' - Bob Marley | ] |
My birthday tomorrow!! XD
Yay. Heehee.
Went to the park and drank cider today but no I didn't get drunk or even tipsy, I actually didn't want to. How mature I am getting, I'm rather proud of myself lol. I just actually like the taste of some alcohols hehe.
Been reading lots of comics lately. Wow Neil Gaimon is a genius! Just read Violent Cases and now I'm reading Books of Magic. Going to read the Sandman Preludes and Nocturnes as soon as I get it.
Anyway. Hmm. What else..? I am really loving everything to do with pirates at the moment. And Zoro. And the Musketeers.
Can you name all the Musketeers? I'll be no-one can. I can. I love them..heehee... =D |
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| Forget about Santa, I'm done, my time's up |
[Aug. 8th, 2005|06:29 pm] |
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| |  listless | ] |
| [ | music |
| | 'Gunz Come Out' - 50 Cent | ] |
It's been a while...of course. That's normal, I guess.
Anyway...hmm, life is pretty good generally, I'm enjoying the holiday. Though I still have lots of work all the time which I really really must do more of... =P
As for what I've actually been spending my time doing.. well, went to Cornwall, went out with people randomly, probably got stoned/drunk a few times but can't remember specifically.. =/ Yesterday went to Innocent Smoothie Festival yay =D That was pretty cool. I love smoothies .. mmmm ..... mmmmmm ....
Ahh I'll be 17 soon. NOOO I am getting OLD..
And I'm dreading September. New college or school, well I don't even know where I'll end up yet. I basically have to decide. And I don't know how to .. =S
AnYwAy..
You and me baby ain't nothing but mammals so let's do it like they do on the discovery channel. |
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| I cannot live without my life, I cannot live without my soul |
[Jun. 30th, 2005|06:21 pm] |
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| | chipper | ] |
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| | 'Karma Hotel' - Spooks | ] |
Ahh sinking into wonderful obsession with books at the moment...and damn proud of it too, 8-) plus I've finished exams which is excellent though I'm DREADING August 18th or whenever it is the results come out. :-/ For me of course study doesn't stop cause of holidays (lots and LOTS of English work to do)
But apart from that..well I've actually gone out a few days in the past weeks lol. And smoked..tooo much. Oh well :-P In general life is rosy posy and all that. Well now it is. But life was complete chaos for a week when Alice went to hospital. She stayed for ages and was very ill, she's still on loads of medication. She had jaundice and gall stones which could have been caused by something else more serious, but it seems now (hopefully) it is just random gall stones for no real reason. Which is good.
Anyway
I love Darling. |
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| Washed ashore |
[Jun. 2nd, 2005|09:43 am] |
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| |  complacent | ] |
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| | 'Winter' - Vivaldi (from Four Seasons) | ] |
Well it's been a while (no surprises there). I went to HesFes..that was fun. I feel I am a reformed character =D (ignoring the drugs, but hey, at least I'm not really drinking MUCH anymore..and when I do, only white wine)
Back to college, exams, revision, stress, etc, etc, although I feel I'm a lot less stressed now that my important exams (i.e. English ones) are over. I did, and this is slightly odd I know, almost enjoy my English exams. In fact I quite relished the idea of writing essays about the books/plays/poetry in exam conditions. I'm a little crazy, but it's true, I just get a kick out of it. I loved the course too, AS English Lit. is by far the greatest subject ever and I am SO glad I did it through NEC, because it would have been ruined by stupid townies at Southgate otherwise... Anyway, A2 course next, and I intend to start straight after my Maths and Drama exams end, to get a head-start, so to speak. Can't wait! Othello, and William Blake!
Anyway, enough geeky talk..
System of a Down gig on Saturday and that's something major to look forward to! Life's not all doom and gloom, in fact it's rather unocnerned and, dare I say, smooth, these days.
I won't bother giving a full update of my life since my last entry...suffice it to say, I've had fun and studied a lot..
And I love my Darling! (that is, my cat) |
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| I am he am born to tame you |
[May. 14th, 2005|04:46 pm] |
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| |  relaxed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | ''Sephiroth's Theme'' - from Final Fantasy 8 | ] |
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| Self-service area |
[Apr. 27th, 2005|06:21 pm] |
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| |  cranky | ] |
| [ | music |
| | 'C'est Les Roots' - Tryo | ] |
Hmm..long time no..proper entry. Well. I have exams soon and I'm PISSED OFF cause..well I'm not sure I'm just stressed and/or tired.
Got a drama lesson in a minute..have so many lines to learn in a matter of a week and CANNOT remember them..I have an insanely bad memory. :/
And the fairy left his grove, but as he left, the vines tangled around the exit, and he was forever banished.
But outside of the dark little enclave, his wings grew bigger, stronger, and instead of pallid grey, became shimmering gold, with sinewy veins of silver.
I'm rather interested in spending a year in Kazakhstan, somewhere, somehow. This I shall look forward to, maybe I'll take a gap year and do that..
OMG Hes Fes soon and I STILL don't know whether or not I can go..it's pissing me off too much, WHY won't they just send me my English exam date??? That's what comes from being a shagging external candidate and whatnot..
Anyway, ta ta. |
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| Acoustic Alchemy |
[Apr. 23rd, 2005|02:14 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | productive | ] |
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| | 'Main Theme' - Final Fantasy VIII | ] |
O Kate, nice customs curtsy to great kings. Dear
Kate, you and I cannot be confined within the weak
list of a country's fashion: we are the makers of
manners, Kate; and the liberty that follows our
places stops the mouth of all find-faults; as I will
do yours, for upholding the nice fashion of your
country in denying me a kiss: therefore, patiently
and yielding.
{Bequeathed her with a kiss}
You have witchcraft in your lips, Kate: there is
more eloquence in a sugar touch of them than in the
tongues of the French council; and they should
sooner persuade Harry of England than a general
petition of monarchs. Here comes your father. |
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| My sci-fi lullaby |
[Apr. 3rd, 2005|11:08 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | rejected | ] |
| [ | music |
| | ''Yakamoneye'' - Tryo | ] |
Ahh yes..well..
I went to Subverse today, despite not really feeling up to it at first. I haven't really been sleeping much lately and I've given up on eating. I just feel sick every time I eat =/
But yeah I drank too much..way too much. And did, as I should have known I would, get very .. erm .. 'emo'. To be honest I can't remember a large chunk of the day. But I know I cried. I couldn't help thinking about..well..a certain person. Same reason I got upset last Sub. Except this time there's a reason to be upset about the situation, it's not just me being uncertain. Now that I know for sure I'm just being an idiot..well it's more justifiable to be upset lol. Not that I shouldn't just forget things. I should. I know that. I wish I wish I wish I could.
God if only I could =/
And I miss him.
Everything reminds me of him.
Oh dear... hehe.
Ahh other people are just excrutiatingly annoying though. Really, really pissing me off. But thankfully not part of my life anymore...god one makes many mistakes in one's life, but one doesn't expect to make such hilarious ridiculous ones..It really is dispicable lol.
Ahh well..back to my French and Spanish music..no English-language singing for me anymore, that'd be boring. |
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